September evening broke into the open balcony door, and caressed with warm air, my hair, face, neck, raising the room casual, hasty leaves yellowing trees. I really like this time of night Beyond the window every day no evening It is not dark, but not the bright light of the sun, trying to once again hide behind the Ostankino television tower And there – on the streets – starting at dusk slowly – one at a time droves and "pulling" from the crowds, traffic jams and davok, begins to dissolve in the yards and porches small ant – the inhabitants of the stone nest – a large city. Interphone and sang nervously flapped front door. Windows of the houses came to life flashed lights as the Christmas tree In apartments began life This is different as their inhabitants to travel between the walls and partitions apartments voices sound drills, peppy text anchors, shouting "Goal! . Th! Rod! ", Crying children and parents notation Oh, damn! Yes, I not wanted to write about it Strongly shed autumnal obsession and again pause Again white blank sheets of notebook Again offended Hidden monitor an old company, and philosophical and bored keyboard How do they explain, to tell you to trust what bothered me. Worried for a whole day Keep in suspense And a little shudder. Why? Yes, perhaps, because for me the newspaper from inside the thick marker line headers, splashes somebody's horror, pain, hate
Designing your space just for you, is a life experience that a woman should know. What you want, how you want, how you want, know, know and do re-act in your life will be a unique experience from which you will learn more from yourself, than in the rest of your entire existence. In the moments when you feel that your partner will continue without waver-mandates are strong and this can happen for you convinced that this experience “, you only need to remember the hundreds of conditioning you had when you were in that situation. Or go to a restaurant, order a meal and good wine and sit down to watch the couples around you: how many are those who are really happy to share that time together?, How many even talk animatedly? … What it remains absolutely silent throughout the meal?, You had fixed this before?. Think: is that the couple who yearn to have ?….
The couple “different” you dream, can never be if you’re not another before you went. Being without a partner, why not be alone when you do not want to be … many men and women in couples are deeply alone … remember when you felt yourself and being together. Friends, family and even yourself, can be a great company when you feel that being alone is not what you want today. What children are a obstacle? …
No way. May even be a chance to surrender to motherhood differently, without conditions, only “agreement” between you and your children … It is not about denying the relationship, it is only to recognize that the relationship is not what we think is when we are alone … Realizing that the couple is that we live in when we were a couple, and if we can not be other than we were, so unsatisfactory that the couple … be repeated so inexorable. The idea is that if we delve into ourselves, we are not “friends” with us, our relationships will always be what they were until they brought us here. The idea is that only those who can be alone in its fullness, can be entirely another.